I keep forgetting..

I keep forgetting to go to bed early. I keep forgetting to set my alarm. I keep forgetting to do my homework. I keep forgetting to not lie. I keep forgetting to turn off my phone. I keep forgetting to be nicer to my family. I keep forgetting to remember.

I keep forgetting to speak my mind. I keep forgetting to stick up for myself. I keep forgetting to try. I keep forgetting...

Real Talk

If you really knew me, you'd know I'm not naturally blonde. If you really knew me, you'd know my eyes are blue. If you really knew me, you'd know I'm the oldest kid in my family. If you really knew me, you'd know I love to dance. If you really knew me, you'd know I love to travel. If you really knew me, you'd know I was born in Canada. If you really knew me, you'd know I hate fake people. If you really knew me, you'd know sometimes I say it how it is. If you really knew me, you'd know I am someone who will always be there. If you really knew me, you'd know that I'm hurt. If you really knew me, you'd know I love the color pink. If you really knew me, you'd know I love to laugh. If you really knew me, you would know my favorite time of the year is summer. If you really knew me, you'd know I love boating. If you really knew me, you'd know I'm a bit shy and I get nervous/scared easy.

Six word memoirs

One night we made a mistake

Welcome to Utah, turn around now

Diamonds are a girls best friend

Smile for the camera, say cheese

Let's party till the suns out

Summer time; let the memories begin

Dialogue or Poem

One Word

Hate. Love. Free. Pain. Phone. Call. Numbers. Letters. Screen. Sheen. Teen. Lean. Pink. Color. Blonde. Funny. Fun. Joke. Boys. Movie.Workout. Buff. Tough. Cough. School. Sick. Drama. Friends. Bend. Lend. Temporary. Permanent. Lake. Summer. Nail. Fail. Pale. Sail. Shale. Fake. Secret. Tickle. Tease. Happy. Sad. Emotion. Blue. Lost. Found. Book. Shook. Class. Last. Fast. Kiwi. Peach. Strawberry. Perfect. Fame. Football. Hott. Cold. California. Sand. Beaches. Tan. Volleyball. Net. Bet. Park. Drive. Reverse. Neutral. Crash. Accident. Death. Alive. Baseball. Wrestling. Sweaty. Win. Lose. Skinny. Fat. Fit. Newport. Gym. Tall. Short. Gimp. Cane. Wheelchair. Hat. Ruffles. Hands. Feet. Touch. Face. Eyes. Eyelashes. Lips. Makeup. Jewelry. Diamonds. Sparkle.

Newspaper

Alive

Being alive means you have a life, and having a life means you see things like people and flowers, you smell things like a cake baking in the oven or Sunday dinner, you hear things like babies crying and people clapping their hands and yelling, you taste candy and other foods, you touch hands, faces and feet and you feel the pain of a broken heart or the pain of a death of a family member or friend. We are all ALIVE!!

Favorite Movie

I have to many favorites to name just one. I like funny movies like; The Other Guys, The Hangover, Due Date, pretty much anything with Zach Galifianakis. If the movie has hot boys, a good story line, has some humor or funny one liners that I can quote I consider it a good movie. My other favorites are; 17 Again, 21 Jump Street, Red, The Notebook and Titanic.



Zach Galifianakis

Jealousy - Poem

P.S.

by Jewel

I wrote those nice

poems only because

the honest ones

would frighten you

 

What she is saying is people lie, because the truth hurts. People lie to their parents, their friends, their teachers and the list goes on. I know I have lied; good and bad. I have lied to not get caught, but I have also lied to protect someone so they don't get hurt or their secret is not revealed. Be careful though, lying can get you in a bad position.

I'm tired

I'm tired of always being tired. I'm tired of waking up early for school. I'm tired of the LP attendance policy. I'm tired of walking the long crowded hall ways. I'm tired of always being yelled at. I'm tired of fake people. I'm tired of not being free of parents. I'm tired of homework. I'm tired of this cold weather. I'm tired of living in Utah. I'm tired of being alone.

SHE LEAVES..



I'm tired of my emotions being played with. I'm tired of not being able to do what I want, when I want. I'm tired of my iPhone battery not lasting all day. I'm tired of wondering. I'm tired of worrying if someone will leave, just walk away..

HE LEAVES..



EVERYONE LEAVES

Sleep

When I'm awake; I dream of life, my future; college, a family. I wonder what my husband will look like, I wonder how many kids I will have, or where I will live or go to collage. I wonder about things as simple as tomorrow, will I meet someone new that will change my life, or will something bad happen and make me cry?!

I'm scared for tomorrow..

When I sleep; I dream of money and boys and fame. I also dream of something chasing me and having no voice. I scream and scream, but no sound comes out. I have nightmares of being tortured and dying.

I'm scared of tonight..

 

I'm no robot

I know I'm human because I cried when Jake Randall died. I cried when I watched The Notebook and Titanic. I know I'm human because when I fall or get a bruise it hurts. I know I'm human because I have felt love, and felt a broken heart. I know I'm human because if I wasn't I couldn't drive a car, or kiss a boy, or even fight with my best friend or sister. I know I'm human because I have 2 legs, 2 arms, eyes, ears and a functioning body to let me walk around and function. I know I'm human because I judge others, all humans judge no matter what they say. I know I'm human because..



I KNOW I'M HUMAN, I AM NO ROBOT!

Courage - My bones

My bones say I am sore. My bones say stay in bed and don't get ready for school. My bones say stay quite, NO. speak up and stand out. My bones say stop, they say go; run the light. My bones say make a change, NO; BE THE CHANGE!

My bones say go for it, you only live once, but they also say no; I'm done being hurt.

Falling

Imagine you just jumped out of a plane..

I just jumped out of a plane. All I see are specks (houses, cars, buildings, etc) clouds and my best friends falling right beside me. I'm thinking this is scary, but almost relaxing. I have so much adrenalin rushing through me.

I don't know how people do this all the time.

I feel like I'm as light as a feather. I'm kinda worried my parachute won't open and I might break both my legs while landing. I wonder if anyone will visit me when I end up in the hospital with 2 broken legs..

Now reread everything I just said and relate it to love

Jumping out of a plane is the same thing as love. It's scary, but almost relaxing. You are scared to put yourself out there and get hurt, but once you do, sometimes it is nice and relaxing.

Life and Death

I learned very early that life is not fair, so I got over it
All men are not created equal no matter what they say
It won't do you any good if you stew and have a fit
Differences in out lives are as different as night and day

All women aren't born equal, some born with blonde hair,
Whose good looks will bring them fortune and even fame
While other women are built more like a sturdy Mack truck
Will be lucky if they ever even have a dollar to their name

The point is that we are as different as the snow flakes,
Although the flakes are similar no two are exactly the same
Mother nature likes variety it is called the spice of life
Flowers come in rainbow colors more than we could name

So I figured out that god takes in consideration all these variation
And he gives out extra points for hardness of the lot in life we draw
He throws in a pinch of mercy because after all we are his creation
He polishes each and every one of us until we no longer have a flaw

A diamond before it is cut and polished looks like a ordinary stone
You would have to see it's hidden potential with discerning eyes
The trick is to cut and polish up it's facets until it's beauty is shown
God the master of craftsman, knows just where that your beauty lies

So life is not fair my friend, you might just as well get used to it
Life is a crap shoot at a best, your trip down here is a game of chance
All one can do is hope and pray that when it is time this life to quit
That on our trip back home we will have our time to sing and dance

What I fear

Yes, I'm scared of being alone, but I am also scared of things like snakes, spiders, sharks and dying.

I bet everyone is scared of dying. It's the circle of life, we are born and at some point we die. Some sooner than others and some more painful than others. Some people die by accident in a car accident, or a shooting of some sort, and others on purpose or not being able to help it. Suicide, overdose, cancer or another illness. It is sad!

The other things like snakes and spiders I can't handle. When ever I see a spider I always have someone kill it for me and sharks scare me because I am worried one might attack me. Crazy I know, but ever since the movie Jaws and soul surfer it freaked me out.

Fears

"In time we hate which we often fear."
     -William Shakespeare





I'm scared of being alone, I'm scared you are going to forget about me and move on..

"For beautiful eyes, look for the good in others; for beautiful lips, speak only words of kindness; and for poise, walk with the knowledge that you are never alone."
      -Audrey Hepburn

Thinkin about..

I'm thinkin about you like..

I'm thinking about you like chocolate thinks about strawberries, like the Kardashians think about paparazzi, like criminals think about stealing. I'm thinking about you like men think about women and women think about diamonds. I'm thinking about you like teeth think about being straight, like tools think about sheds, like minds think about thinking. I'm thinking about you like eyelashes think about mascara, like fingernails think about manicures, like money thinks about banks and hands. I'm thinking about you like clothes think about hangers, like mac thinks about PC, like phones think about ringing. I'm thinking about you like Nelson thinks about twitter, like balloons think about parties, like the sky thinks about rain.

I'm thinking about you all the time

We don't need no education

I hate waking up early. I love that we get out at 2:15. I hate how long classes are. I hate the school parking lot. I hate the high school drama. I hate the dirty looks you get in the hallway. I hate the stupid attendance policy. I love Nelson's creative writing class. I love weights. I hate math. I hate the bathrooms, they have crappy toilet paper, hand dryers colder then outside and they smell funky. I hate the player boys and bratty girls. I love that some teachers are oblivious to our texting. I hate how short lunch is, not even enough time for a trip to cafe. I love watching the football and basketball games. I love the dances. I love early out Monday, but I wish it was early out Friday

WE DONT NEED NO EDUCATION!

Love is..

To me love is feeling like you'll die if you ever leave a certain persons side, or when your heart skips a beat when you look at your phone and see "the one" is calling you, or when no matter what you always go back to that person because you love them. Love is caring for someone. Love is never letting them go, through the good and the bad. People say were too young to love. But what is too young?? When you know your in love, you know. No thinking or doubting, just knowing!! I know I'm in love right now and I hope I never lose him..

Introduction

Hi everyone, I chose Carrie Underwood as my name because she is one of my idols. She is gorgeous, she can sing and act. I mean who doesn't want that? I have seen her in concert at the stadium of fire and was just wowed.

I wonder if I wow anyone. People always have famous people as their idols, or their mom.. How boring!! I want to be an idol to someone. Wether it is for looks or one of my talents, I want to be an idol!!!!

Well anyways, I don't know what Nelson wants me to write, but I think I'm done.. Yep, I'm done. Peace out all you bloggers.

xoxo gossip girl haha

but really, goodbye. Sincerley

Carrie