Sleep

When I'm awake; I dream of life, my future; college, a family. I wonder what my husband will look like, I wonder how many kids I will have, or where I will live or go to collage. I wonder about things as simple as tomorrow, will I meet someone new that will change my life, or will something bad happen and make me cry?!

I'm scared for tomorrow..

When I sleep; I dream of money and boys and fame. I also dream of something chasing me and having no voice. I scream and scream, but no sound comes out. I have nightmares of being tortured and dying.

I'm scared of tonight..